just some scattered shit passing through

have you ever, just once, think about the past? maybe just for a few minutes? yup. been there, done that.

a few times thinking about high school days. the fun we had, the stories we shared, and the experiences we had those days. i miss those days. and now, looking at the present time. and what do we got now? all of us got busy. we all have our own stuffs and activities to do, we got our new friends, and yes, some of us changed, physically or even our personalities. 

me too, i got busy, i changed too. but still can't keep my mind away from all the memories with you buddies out there. 

and you out there, a few times you run around my mind. i don't miss you, i'm just wondering about how you're doing out there. 

Afraid of what changes will change us

We lately discussed about our meetings. i know that we met up a lot. like, literally a lot. and i know that sometimes you feel like you've had enough. well, i'm just letting you know that we, girls, have a different perspective than guys. i guess we're just afraid of losing you. you know what i mean? like these days, billions of more attractive girls, more to be known as single attractive girls, are out there. and well yeah for us girls, we're so much afraid of losing you.
it may have sounded a lil bit crazy, but i like seeing you all day. it doesn't mean that i gotta see you face to face everyday, it's just that i'm comfortable of seeing you and i always have the feeling that i have someone who truly cares for me, for who i am.
but sometimes, you guys, just don't even understand our thoughts. like hello.... gue gakpernah jenuh ketemu sama lo 
I'm afraid that your friends, new friends, new working environment, change the way you think.

i'm okay with you hangin' out with your buds. i'm okay with that, seriously. all i'm asking is that you make your own portion of meeting me and your friends.

you know what? even words can't put up about what my mind has been thinking lately.

really. i'm tired of hoping for everything. everything's just the same.